Counsellor
Wow, you are dealing with a lot of anxiety about your depression and what it has meant for you for trying to achieve your goals for what you want out of life. You do not mention if you are receiving treatment for your depression and anxiety. It's important that you are on the right medication that helps you manage your symptoms, and it sounds like it would also be important that you are working on psychological strategies as well - in particular identifying and challenging patterns of thinking that may make you more anxious and/or depressed. This is best done with a psychologist, who you can access through Medicare by getting a referral from your GP.
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