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Clinical Psychologist, Psychologist
Yes. Having desperate thoughts of suicide is a key indicator of depression. The fact that you have episodes of depression is not that unusual and can can be found in Bipolar 1 and 2.
I cannot give you an accurate diagnosis from this seat but I strongly urge that you obtain a referral from your GP to a psychiatrist who will do a complete assessment and formalise your diagnosis. The psychiatrist can then treat you with appropriate medication.
Your fear that you may see it through and actually end your life needs to be taken very seriously. You need treatment urgently. The good news is that medication is very effective in treating depression, bipolar disorder and suicidal ideation.
Once your mood is stabilised, you may also benefit from cognitive behavioural therapy. Your psychiatrist will guide you.
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