Counsellor
It's obvious you are under a lot of pressure. However some of what you said does make me think you would benefit from seeing a counsellor and your doctor. The lack of sleep, exhaustion, mood swings, lack of concentration and seelings of self-worthlessness could suggest depression. Many times that can be triggered by events seen as significant in your life. So my advice is go to your doctor and tell them what you said here. They can help short term. Then find a good counsellor for a while to help you feel a higher sense of self worth.
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Health Professional
I agree with what Susan wrote.
All the best with the HSC.
But… (in my day job I am associated with one of the GO8 Universities), please remember that your HSC/ATAR score will not define you.
Please remember that personal skills (determination, resilience, common sense…) are way more important than an HSC/ATAR score.
Good luck :-).
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I agree with what others have said here - it sounds like it would be worth checking out whether you are dealing with depression or anxiety by going to see your GP and then a psychologist.
It sounds like a vicious cycle - getting not enough sleep can make it harder to cope, and make us more vulnerable to feeling low and thinking in unhelpful ways, which then can make it harder to sleep….
You may benefit from a combination of psychological strategies as well as medication to help you get on top of things.
It will be important (and hopefully liberating!) for you to learn ways of managing how you think and feel that give you the experience of taking charge and being in control of your anxiety or depression.
All the best with it and good luck.
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